his amor | 18

Ellie Rose ~

The sunlight streamed in through the gaps in my curtains. I'd been up, just thinking. There only a moment when everything that had happened vanished from my mind but that lasted only temporarily than it all come back.

"Ellie, have you seen yourself? You've got so weak. You're barely eat and sleeping because all you're doing is crying over that Mason asshole Williams" Melanie spoke disappointedly crossing her arms over her chest.

"Your tears are so precious and that Mason asshole Williams doesn't deserve your precious tears, El" Ciara grumbled when I heaved my heavy body from the bed. The floor beneath my feet was freezing.

"I'm okay" I mumbled.

"It doesn't seems like you're 'okay' Ellie. You can't even stand properly because of how weak you're" Ciara spoke, Her eyebrows scrunching together and Melanie let out a heavy sighed.

"You've to forget that asshole to get your pain away" Melanie spoke pouring a glass of water and handing it to me.

"I'm fine for god sake. Just leave me alone" I grumbled before taking a sip of the water causing them to rolled their eyes.

"We don't like to see you like this, broken and upset" Ciara said crossing her arms over her chest.

I wished it was that easier. I wished it was so easy to forget him and move on but I can't. No matter how hard I tried.

I sighed sadly and made my way towards the bathroom. I felt as my legs giving up and my eyes aches from crying. My heart shattered and I don't know what to do. I looked like a mess. My hair done in a messy bun and my eyes were red and puffy from crying. I let out another sad sigh before getting freshed than went back to my bedroom to see Melanie and Ciara in a conversation. Seems like a serious conversation but I didn't wanted to hear anything so I went straight to my closet.

Regret and betrayal eating me inside.

He never loved me? I meant nothing to him? Everything were just a pretend? He loves sophia. Only one thing that playing in my mind all the day and night is how could I be so fucking stupid to fall for him? To think that he would love me?

I stripped off my pajamas and changed into a oversized T-shirt and short. I didn't even noticed when a tear rolled down my right cheek as I stared at myself at the mirror. I wiped the tear and walked out from the closet.

"Ellie.. can we go out for lunch? Please?" Ciara plead getting up from the couch. I sighed ready to say 'no' but I couldn't say no to her especially her pleading face. Melanie threw me a sad smile when I glanced at her.

"Fine" I sighed and Ciara smiled.

(Ellie's Outfit)

~

"How are you feeling now?" Melanie asked looking up at me as I took a bite of the steak.

"Better" I quietly answered playing with the fork and knife causing Ciara to let out a sighed. Melanie opened her mouth to speak but interrupted by another voice.

"Ellie!" Amara's shout. We looked up to see Amara, Antonio, Matteo and Diana coming towards us. Amara and diana run up to me before pulling me in a tight hug enough for me to breathe. I couldn't helped but smiled hugging them back.

"How are you little girl?" Antonio asked. A sad smile playing on his face. I give him a small sad smile nodding my head.

"God.. We missed you girl" Diana said pulling away from me.

"I swear I've never missed anyone like this before" Amara said pulling me for a another hug. .

"I missed all of you too" I smiled hugging her back.

"I'm glad to hear that" Antonio said when Amara pulled away from me. I watched diana and Amara hugging Melanie and Ciara before I glanced at Matteo who's standing a little far away from me with crossed arms over his chest looking away from me. I got up from my seat moving closer to Antonio.

He's mad with me.

"He's mad with me?" I whisperley asked. Antonio glanced at Matteo than back at me nodding his head.

"He doesn't talk with anyone" Antonio whispered back. I took a deep breathe before hugging Antonio. I really missed them. Seeing all of them here made me feel even more better. Antonio smiled hugging me back.

"Nothing is same in the mansion without you" Antonio spoke pulling away from me with sad smile.

"I know you missed me annoying you, right?" I asked as a smile twitching on my lips. Antonio chuckled nodding his head.

"I really do. There's no one to locked me in the bathroom and to scared me in the middle of the night" Antonio said with sad smile. "There's no one to snatched my chicken anymore" he pout making me chuckled.

"Don't worry when I'll get back I'll-" I stopped before I could completed the sentence taking a deep breathe.

"It's okay" Antonio gave me a sad smile.

I nodded my head at him than walked over to Matteo.

"Aren't you're gonna talk with me? Didn't you missed me?" I asked with pout. No reply. "Are you gonna keep avoiding me?" I asked pinching him on his arm causing him to let out a hissed.

"That hurts" he spoke finally looking down at me making me smile. "But you like that, don't you?" I asked pinching him on his another arm once again and he rolled his eyes trying hard not to smile.

"I missed you but I guess you didn't or you wouldn't have left us like that" he murmured looking away from me sliding his hands inside his pocket.

"You can't blame me for that" I mumbled looking down playing with my fingers. "I'm all broken Matteo" I wiped the tear that rolled down my left cheek.

"Mason broke my heart so badly that- that no matter how hard I try I can't come over this pain and this damn hurt" I whispered feeling more tears building in my eyes once again.

"My heart is shattered and no one can healed that" I whispered causing Matteo to sighed and pulling me in a hug.

"I know Ellie and trust me Mason is also broken" he said when I closed my eyes letting tears rolling down my cheeks. "He's all lost and broken without you. He missed you terribly and we all can see that in his eyes no matter how much he denied it"

"He really do miss me?" I asked biting down on my lip, crying.

"He really do. He's lost and miserable without you" Matteo said smoothly rubbing my back.

"Than why did he do that? Why did he pushed me away? Why did he hurt me?" I asked crying silently in his arms. "Tell me why Matteo"

"I wished I could explain that to you, Ellie" he mumbled.

"What the fuck is going on here?"

I pulled away from Matteo than looked up to see Mason standing with his hands inside his trouser pocket with sophia next to him. He wore a white shirt with a dark blue vest over it and looking breathtaking as always.

Honestly he has got even more hot- stop Ellie

His perfect jaw clenched as he flicked his eyes between me and Matteo. His beautiful blue eyes filled with fire and.. jealousy?

"Mason it's not-" Matteo come up to explain but I interrupted him by coming in front of him.

A idea popped up in my mind.

"And why do you care?" I asked looking into his eyes. He opened his mouth to speak but closed it taking a deep breathe.

"He doesn't care" Sophie scoffed at me and Mason nodded his head.

"I don't give a fuck" He answered looking away from me causing sophia to smirk. He clenched his jaw so hard that he could break his teeth from the pressure and I could smell the jealousy from him. But if he doesn't love me and I meant nothing to him than why would he be jealous?

"Oh yeah?" I asked raising an eyebrow at him.

"Yeah" he rolled his eyes at me. We'll see that Mason Williams.

"But what are you doing with Matteo? I thought you love Mason?" Sophie asked crossing her arms over her chest. A wicked smirk playing on her face causing me to clenched my jaw.

Bitch.

"I used to 'loved' him spohie but not anymore" I replied glancing at Mason who's watching me with his intense gaze.

"You're playing a dangerous game, Ellie" Matteo whispered from my behind. I glanced up at him than looked back-up at Mason with smirk. I know I'll regret it later but I've to do it. I looked at the girls than Antonio who are eagerly waiting for my next step. I took a deep breathe and turned around to Matteo. His dark green eyes never left mine as he stared down at me with frowned.

"What's she exactly trying to do?" Sophie muttered enough for me to hear.

"I'm sorry but I've to do this" I whispered to him with pleading when he glanced at my lips than into my eyes. I peek at Mason through my shoulder who's already ready to kill Matteo. I stand on my tippy toes and I felt as my heart beat speed up.

I know I'll definitely regret it later.

I cupped Matteo's face before glancing at my girls who are staring at me with widened eyes realising my next step.

"Ellie-" but Matteo cut off by my lips on his.

*****

Oops,

I know it wasn't that good chapter because I'm really lazy to write and I couldn't think what to write but next chapter won't disappoint you 😊

And to those who'd read the chapter 25, I've unpublished it for a problem but don't worry I'll publish it again with editing.
I'm really sorry.

But-

Interesting chapters are on their ways!

How far are you liking ' His Amore' ? Don't forget to tell me
In the comment box. I'm waiting ^^

BTW

Thank you so much for reading and supporting me ❤❤

I really love each of you ❤

All the votes and comments means a lot to me
🥺🤧

Thank you ya'all, Love you so much

And yeah, I'm sorry for late update. I've been busy so I
Couldn't give the updated fast.

Ellie Rose ~

The sunlight streamed in through the gaps in my curtains. I'd been up, just thinking. There only a moment when everything that had happened vanished from my mind but that lasted only temporarily than it all come back.

"Ellie, have you seen yourself? You've got so weak. You're barely eat and sleeping because all you're doing is crying over that Mason asshole Williams" Melanie spoke disappointedly crossing her arms over her chest.

"Your tears are so precious and that Mason asshole Williams doesn't deserve your precious tears, El" Ciara grumbled when I heaved my heavy body from the bed. The floor beneath my feet was freezing.

"I'm okay" I mumbled.

"It doesn't seems like you're 'okay' Ellie. You can't even stand properly because of how weak you're" Ciara spoke, Her eyebrows scrunching together and Melanie let out a heavy sighed.

"You've to forget that asshole to get your pain away" Melanie spoke pouring a glass of water and handing it to me.

"I'm fine for god sake. Just leave me alone" I grumbled before taking a sip of the water causing them to rolled their eyes.

"We don't like to see you like this, broken and upset" Ciara said crossing her arms over her chest.

I wished it was that easier. I wished it was so easy to forget him and move on but I can't. No matter how hard I tried.

I sighed sadly and made my way towards the bathroom. I felt as my legs giving up and my eyes aches from crying. My heart shattered and I don't know what to do. I looked like a mess. My hair done in a messy bun and my eyes were red and puffy from crying. I let out another sad sigh before getting freshed than went back to my bedroom to see Melanie and Ciara in a conversation. Seems like a serious conversation but I didn't wanted to hear anything so I went straight to my closet.

Regret and betrayal eating me inside.

He never loved me? I meant nothing to him? Everything were just a pretend? He loves sophia. Only one thing that playing in my mind all the day and night is how could I be so fucking stupid to fall for him? To think that he would love me?

I stripped off my pajamas and changed into a oversized T-shirt and short. I didn't even noticed when a tear rolled down my right cheek as I stared at myself at the mirror. I wiped the tear and walked out from the closet.

"Ellie.. can we go out for lunch? Please?" Ciara plead getting up from the couch. I sighed ready to say 'no' but I couldn't say no to her especially her pleading face. Melanie threw me a sad smile when I glanced at her.

"Fine" I sighed and Ciara smiled.

(Ellie's Outfit)

~

"How are you feeling now?" Melanie asked looking up at me as I took a bite of the steak.

"Better" I quietly answered playing with the fork and knife causing Ciara to let out a sighed. Melanie opened her mouth to speak but interrupted by another voice.

"Ellie!" Amara's shout. We looked up to see Amara, Antonio, Matteo and Diana coming towards us. Amara and diana run up to me before pulling me in a tight hug enough for me to breathe. I couldn't helped but smiled hugging them back.

"How are you little girl?" Antonio asked. A sad smile playing on his face. I give him a small sad smile nodding my head.

"God.. We missed you girl" Diana said pulling away from me.

"I swear I've never missed anyone like this before" Amara said pulling me for a another hug. .

"I missed all of you too" I smiled hugging her back.

"I'm glad to hear that" Antonio said when Amara pulled away from me. I watched diana and Amara hugging Melanie and Ciara before I glanced at Matteo who's standing a little far away from me with crossed arms over his chest looking away from me. I got up from my seat moving closer to Antonio.

He's mad with me.

"He's mad with me?" I whisperley asked. Antonio glanced at Matteo than back at me nodding his head.

"He doesn't talk with anyone" Antonio whispered back. I took a deep breathe before hugging Antonio. I really missed them. Seeing all of them here made me feel even more better. Antonio smiled hugging me back.

"Nothing is same in the mansion without you" Antonio spoke pulling away from me with sad smile.

"I know you missed me annoying you, right?" I asked as a smile twitching on my lips. Antonio chuckled nodding his head.

"I really do. There's no one to locked me in the bathroom and to scared me in the middle of the night" Antonio said with sad smile. "There's no one to snatched my chicken anymore" he pout making me chuckled.

"Don't worry when I'll get back I'll-" I stopped before I could completed the sentence taking a deep breathe.

"It's okay" Antonio gave me a sad smile.

I nodded my head at him than walked over to Matteo.

"Aren't you're gonna talk with me? Didn't you missed me?" I asked with pout. No reply. "Are you gonna keep avoiding me?" I asked pinching him on his arm causing him to let out a hissed.

"That hurts" he spoke finally looking down at me making me smile. "But you like that, don't you?" I asked pinching him on his another arm once again and he rolled his eyes trying hard not to smile.

"I missed you but I guess you didn't or you wouldn't have left us like that" he murmured looking away from me sliding his hands inside his pocket.

"You can't blame me for that" I mumbled looking down playing with my fingers. "I'm all broken Matteo" I wiped the tear that rolled down my left cheek.

"Mason broke my heart so badly that- that no matter how hard I try I can't come over this pain and this damn hurt" I whispered feeling more tears building in my eyes once again.

"My heart is shattered and no one can healed that" I whispered causing Matteo to sighed and pulling me in a hug.

"I know Ellie and trust me Mason is also broken" he said when I closed my eyes letting tears rolling down my cheeks. "He's all lost and broken without you. He missed you terribly and we all can see that in his eyes no matter how much he denied it"

"He really do miss me?" I asked biting down on my lip, crying.

"He really do. He's lost and miserable without you" Matteo said smoothly rubbing my back.

"Than why did he do that? Why did he pushed me away? Why did he hurt me?" I asked crying silently in his arms. "Tell me why Matteo"

"I wished I could explain that to you, Ellie" he mumbled.

"What the fuck is going on here?"

I pulled away from Matteo than looked up to see Mason standing with his hands inside his trouser pocket with sophia next to him. He wore a white shirt with a dark blue vest over it and looking breathtaking as always.

Honestly he has got even more hot- stop Ellie

His perfect jaw clenched as he flicked his eyes between me and Matteo. His beautiful blue eyes filled with fire and.. jealousy?

"Mason it's not-" Matteo come up to explain but I interrupted him by coming in front of him.

A idea popped up in my mind.

"And why do you care?" I asked looking into his eyes. He opened his mouth to speak but closed it taking a deep breathe.

"He doesn't care" Sophie scoffed at me and Mason nodded his head.

"I don't give a fuck" He answered looking away from me causing sophia to smirk. He clenched his jaw so hard that he could break his teeth from the pressure and I could smell the jealousy from him. But if he doesn't love me and I meant nothing to him than why would he be jealous?

"Oh yeah?" I asked raising an eyebrow at him.

"Yeah" he rolled his eyes at me. We'll see that Mason Williams.

"But what are you doing with Matteo? I thought you love Mason?" Sophie asked crossing her arms over her chest. A wicked smirk playing on her face causing me to clenched my jaw.

Bitch.

"I used to 'loved' him spohie but not anymore" I replied glancing at Mason who's watching me with his intense gaze.

"You're playing a dangerous game, Ellie" Matteo whispered from my behind. I glanced up at him than looked back-up at Mason with smirk. I know I'll regret it later but I've to do it. I looked at the girls than Antonio who are eagerly waiting for my next step. I took a deep breathe and turned around to Matteo. His dark green eyes never left mine as he stared down at me with frowned.

"What's she exactly trying to do?" Sophie muttered enough for me to hear.

"I'm sorry but I've to do this" I whispered to him with pleading when he glanced at my lips than into my eyes. I peek at Mason through my shoulder who's already ready to kill Matteo. I stand on my tippy toes and I felt as my heart beat speed up.

I know I'll definitely regret it later.

I cupped Matteo's face before glancing at my girls who are staring at me with widened eyes realising my next step.

"Ellie-" but Matteo cut off by my lips on his.

*****

Oops,

I know it wasn't that good chapter because I'm really lazy to write and I couldn't think what to write but next chapter won't disappoint you 😊

And to those who'd read the chapter 25, I've unpublished it for a problem but don't worry I'll publish it again with editing.
I'm really sorry.

But-

Interesting chapters are on their ways!

How far are you liking ' His Amore' ? Don't forget to tell me
In the comment box. I'm waiting ^^

BTW

Thank you so much for reading and supporting me ❤❤

I really love each of you ❤

All the votes and comments means a lot to me
🥺🤧

Thank you ya'all, Love you so much

And yeah, I'm sorry for late update. I've been busy so I
Couldn't give the updated fast.